I am a witch and self initiated priestess of The Morrigan, Morgana Le Fay Lady of Avalon, Brigid and Lugh. I love to honor the Gods with my art, and my writings. I have channeled The Morrigan a few times a year. It hasn´t been much this year due to my illness. But hopefully it gets better soon. I gotta hope that. Or that it gets more stabile. I haven´t done much to help myself the past year. But I will get better. And The Goddess gives me strength to continue. I have started to meditate very day and do yoga again. It is important to me cause it gives me some peace of mind, it eases my anxiety issues.
I suffer of anxiety, severe panic attacks, depression, social phobia, PTSD. I am on sick leave now. I got sick on my last jobs as assistent nurse. It was way to stressful for me, and too long work hours. Bad workplaces. My anxiety panic attacks has gotten worser for every year. I have had it more or less since I was a kid and was badly beaten bullied in school. I have gotten theraphy but found the best theraphy is doing art, yoga writing helps as well as connect to The Goddess.
I love to meditate, do rituals, do magick to connect to The Goddess, Gods, nature. I like to read about magic and will study my temple of witchcraft books more. As well as work more with my tarot decks and oracle cards. Do Avalon rituals. I love to use herbs, gemstones in my magic practise. I celebrate the moon phases and the sabbats. I am 40 years old. at times i feel like I am still 22 years old other times ancient. But that is how it is. I live in Sweden with my five cats. Three of them are rescues the other two are my sisters. I love animals especially cats big and small. I love the nature, moon, ocean, woods, woodlands love to hiking there. I am working on forcing myself to get outdoors no matter how bad I feel of this anxiety panic attacks. I am sick of it ruling my life. It is time to take back my power, my life.
My writings can be dark at times, cause i tend to feel like I am in the dark night of the soul. I will try to not dwell in my misery or selfpity.
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